Monday, December 24, 2007
话题,装扮,感觉都已经不同了。
你终于让我明白我已经不属于你的世界。
可能把两个世界分割开的人是我,但你也这样对过我,不是吗?
每当你接听电话的时候,
我都在想应该做什么才能装作我根本不在乎的样子。
整个晚上,每当感觉来的时候,我都在心里告诉自己
“许文聪,已经跟从前不一样了,为什么你就是放不下她呢?“
我有尝试想进入你的世界,一个你属于的世界。 不知道你有没有发现
我真的很想你!为什么会搞到这个样子?
原来你已经在我不熟系的世界过新的生活。
能不能也让我陪着你呢?
Will you ever think of me at;
5:04 PM
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Should be sleeping rather then blogging at this time.
Yawn!!
Tired! Tired! Tired!
Christmas is coming!
Santa Claus is coming to town!
I prefer he knock on the door then coming down from the chimney
but wait,
i dun haf any chimney in the first place. =D
Oh.
Happy birthday to Puibabe!
Sorry i wasnt able to join in the celebration. *And i miss the chance to meet the cutest of all. Princess!!
Got something on. Sorry =)
But by the fact that i wish u here
you can see that ur birthday matters alot to me! =D
Is december ending soon?
Hope it doesnt.
December always my favourite month.
Just simply too wonderful!
Tuesday went back to school for iguides packing day.
Tiring yet fun.
Its like a gathering for tarvos members. LoL
Anyway will soon have an tarvos outing next week.
Happy Happy Happy!
Hope more tarvos members will be going.
tata.
Will you ever think of me at;
5:37 AM
Sunday, December 09, 2007
Im getting very frustrated right now.
Wanting to study for my term test which is tomorrow.
First, my internet is down.
And due to it, i cant check the timetable for the term test.
And when its finally back.
Then my parents for god sake keep opening my door, coming in my room for no good reason.
Came in, look around the room for a few seconds and went out again.
Do they know that i get very frustrated with them coming in all the time?
Just need some piracy!!
Whats so special about my room?!
Then came in asking me to help them find marker.
How in the blue hell m i supposed to know where the markers are?
And the next moment,
My neighbour above me start to haf some sorts of construction work going on.
With those drilling and those knocking.
Im going crazy!!
I wanted to study but with all these things happening,
its getting me nowhere.
I don't want this to go on anymore.The pain and feelings you are giving me every moment i think of you.If this continues, it'll make me care too much.And the more i care, the more i'll loseand that feelings get stronger.Maybe its better if i ...And i realized you won't even think about me when everything is ok.when "Your rainbow is back."
Will you ever think of me at;
1:41 PM
Thursday, December 06, 2007
Don't know how should i be feeling about her the past few days.
Don't know what im trying to do telling her all that.
She told me things bothering her.
Glad? Upset?
Was glad that she decided to do that.
But i know she wasnt that determined afterall.
Well, i cant control it.
Its her heart.
Its how she felt about him.
I cant cross the border.
I was wondering.
She felt anything towards me?
Or she knew that i will always be there.
She totally ignored what i say to her other then that.
Acting blur? Don't feel like answering?
Isnt it a bit too late for that?
Well,
if she doesnt want to say anything.
No one can forced her. No one.
Especially not me.
Just to be the person whenever she need someone.
Am i trying to act holy here?
I aint that good.
The things she say to him.
Don't say something when you don't mean it.
That'll only result in more pressure in between.
I don't know.
To be frank, i won't be happy if you are with him.
but i won't be happy too if you are not cause i know you won't be happy that way.
So what should i do?
07 december 2007
Six months. Half a year.
Half a year ago, i was really happy compared to now.
I think i really haf changed.
The person is different now. In some ways.
Time really flies.
I realized that time and the things and people around you doesnt wait.
Will you ever think of me at;
11:07 PM