Wednesday, July 30, 2008
A change of blog song for a change of feeling.
Not a change of heart.
Artist: A1
Album: The A-list
Title: One More Try
could be your eyes,
Could be your smile,
Could be the way you freed my mind
Your precious touch caressed my soul,
You gave me everything i need,
And now i'm lost,
Lost forever,
Lost forever,
And you said this is going nowhere, girl
And you said i turned my back on,
You said i'm not the only one for you
Chorus
Please give it one more try for the sake of our love
Let's give it one more chance cause i can't give you up
I can't live one more day without you in my arms
I could never find another like you
Could be the lies,
Could be my pride
Could be the days and nights so wild
Could be the times i wasn't there
And all the nights we didn't share
And now you're lost,
Lost forever
Lost forever
And you said this is going nowhere, girl
And you said i turned my back on
You said i'm not the only one for you
Repeat chorus
I can't sleep, i can't live without you by my side
So cold, so lost without you as my guide
You made me realise i'm nothing,
Nothing without you
Repeat chorus
Monday never went school.
Was sick!
O! Poor me! =[
See a doc, got my mc.
Home sweet home to rest.
At night, i was told to take a break.
Something i never wish for.
How long will it take?
Tuesday
School as per normal.
Teacher was concern about me. Kinda weird when she talk to me in a soft manner. LOL
"I returned everything back."
Went out with Xinyi to Ubi for our new valve! FINALLY!
Can i stop going there anymore?! =S
Need to find someone with me if not i will forget buy this and that.
Went back school, Slacked the whole time at BZE lab.
Hell lot of fun.
3pm went for NE talk at TCC
Talk was boring but the questions was quite interesting.
One of the question by the MC of the day.
I forgot the question le but one part of it was
" I felt like i was some sort of educational prostitute."
Hahahahahaha.
Pretty cool eh.
No clock out for the day. Wooo!
Dinner was chicken rice!
Bus trip with the "well done" auntie was funny.
Spotted chun's hp on the bus and he owe me a meal. =p
Break neck incident was interesting.
Pangseh_wendy@hotmail.com was the joke of the day.
LOL
Today
A terrible stomache pain early in the morning.
I was nearly late.
8:59:37.
If i didnt press on my stomach and chiong to school.
Goner for sure.
Anyway was better after applying some medicated oil.
Today was nearly a normal day except for the fact that something i just find out strike me hard.
And for the fact that i was******* you.
But i'll just wait for it.
One more thing.
Jena told me about a job intro by xavier.
I want it. =D
should ask xavier about it.
Tata
=p
Will you ever think of me at;
11:48 PM
Sunday, July 27, 2008
What is it that im feeling? What is it?
Its weird. I know it. Its not like normal.
Something is wrong.
我突然之间失去了安全感
我对你的事一点都不知道
而你只会说我不需要知道
就连我的那个问题
你都说不要逼你
我真的好没有安全感
到底哪里不对啊
Will you ever think of me at;
10:20 PM
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Something interesting!
I wanted to eat curry!
and this is what i get. LOL
Catch the movie "The Dark Knight" yesterday.
It was nice but girlfriend doesnt like it.
I think she doesnt understand the movie thats why.
Well, but she did accompany me for the show anyway.
Thanks gf.
Something to end this post.
I got something stuck in my mouth.
I want to ask you something.
I want to get it out of my mouth.
But something is stopping me.
Will you ever think of me at;
9:01 PM
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Wencong is not happy.
I don't know why.
人在成长的过程中
难免遇到挫折
要懂得保护自己
也要懂得爱自己
别急着说别无选择
别以为世上只有对与错
许多事情的答案都不只一个
Will you ever think of me at;
3:41 PM
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Last saturday went to find girlfriend and fetch her to downtown east to meet her pri sch mates.
She was so nervous and excited! lol
How silly.
It was a pri sch mates outing organised by her bestie in pri sch.
Come to think of it, if i was to organise such a outing. I bet i cant find any single person.
Hahahaha.
Anyway after sending her off to meet her friends, i went to hao's place.
Went for dinner and bk came shortly after.
Walked around for abit and parted after girlfriend return from her outing.
Send her home and she was showing me all the pics she took and keep talking about the fun and exciting outing all the way home.
Lol.
Home after that.
Last sunday
Swimming with hao in the noon.
Why only two person?
Cause mr frank got project to do and mr ng boon kiat as usual ps-ed us again. Whahaha.
Meet up with girlfriend at ikea after the swimming session.
Had the famous hot dog there and went to giant.
Saw Kevin Koh Wei Xiang there. =D
Actually was there to go find him de and ahem ahem but turn out he was the only one there.
Aiya. A wasted trip!!!
Hhahahahaha.
Anyway Kevin : Dun be so emo about the news le. Still got chance de. =D
After that went to E!hub for Red Cliff.
I was so excited lor. Seldom will got movie about Romance of Three Kingdoms de leh.
The movie was nice! but the ending really sucks. Does it even consider a ending?
To be continued leh. Sianzzzz.
Oh, forgot to mention
A few weeks back, girlfriend and me cooked at my house.
Pasta!!
Actually girlfriend was the one doing all the cooking but i did helped right~
Lol
Here's the pics!!
*Girlfriend is busy with the prawns!
*Done!
*Ingredients.
*End product!!
ITS REALLY YUMMY YUMMY!!!
Hahaha =D
A Really Cute pic to end this post!
Will you ever think of me at;
1:12 AM
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
Today is our third month anniversary!!
Happy Happy is all i can say.
I make lunchbox for girlfriend but turn out to be breakfast cum lunch as girlfriend is too impatient.
Ok. I forgot to take picture when i finished and so i will show where izzit now?
*Bloated!! (I cooked too much but girlfriend insist on finishing everything. =D)
Now guess what girlfriend got for me?
Love coupon!! Hahaha
So cute!
(In two months time! omg. No time no time. ) =D
But it will come in handy.
Whahahaha.
HAPPY 3RD MONTH ANNIVERSARY!! DEAREST GIRLFRIEND~
=D
Will you ever think of me at;
11:00 PM
Thursday, July 03, 2008
What a week!
My girlfriend told me things two days in a row that make me speechless.
Totally speechless.
What you are trying so hard to do is to protect yourself and prevent anyone to hurt you.
As a matter of fact, you don't have to.
You can destroy someone that care about you easily with your harsh words.
Who is left that could hurt you?
No one.
Its better to let someone get hurt then myself.
Its doesn't make sense. It don't.
I love you more then you love me.
Izzit why that caused you be able to tell me 'that' which i can't.
I know you don't mean it. Tell me you don't.
I spend some time on the staircase outside my lab when i came back.
I sat there thinking.
Anger, Frustration and sadness all came to me.
With so many emotions in me at the same time.
I felt tired.
I closed my eyes.
I fall asleep.
Its hurting.
Will you ever think of me at;
6:09 PM
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
Out of a sudden
I felt like im losing my friends.
Friends that i haf left.
I just give them a glum face whenever i feel like it.
This is not right and unfair. I know.
But i don't know how to stop.
I can stop myself from saying anything but i cant give a happy face when im not.
They say im sensitive.
I am.
She told me the same.
Sensitive?
Wondering.
Izzit a good thing or a bad thing.
Being sensitive is good at times. But sometimes i hate myself from being sensitive.
Am i over sensitive?
I'll make something happened due to me being over sensitive when nothing is happening in the first place.
I cant take the risk of losing anyone and anything.
Towards friends and you. Both sides.
I know im going to hurt someone and even myself if this continue.
So in order to protect myself and others i care about,
Should i just take it easy and live my life depends mainly on my personal views.
Did i let myself haf the glum face or did i depend too much on your views and therefore the glum face?
I don't want to suffer. I don't want you to suffer.
I don't want anyone around me to suffer because of me.
I am myself. Someone of low profile.
Gonna do some reflection.
I must know how to seperate my feelings at different time.
Its a must must!!
Will you ever think of me at;
6:51 PM
