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Name: Wencong
D.O.B: 29.12.88
School: Temasek Poly
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    Friday, June 29, 2007

    Why i just like to lie to myself..?
    WHY!!

    Even when you treat me the way now..
    i still believe you do it because you rather hurt me just this once then forever..
    i rather believe you do it cuz of me..
    but r u?

    Yesterday..
    I feel you'r so close to me..yet your heart was like so far away..

    To me..
    You'r the best..
    you'r the one and only..
    but why are you doing this to me..

    Make your point and you just walked away..
    This is what you do..

    When i kissed you..
    i just want to stay with you in that moment forever..

    I wondered what's your dream..
    What you really want..


    Will you ever think of me at;
    9:10 PM



    So this is what you want..

    Do you know how i feel when you write those thing..

    You found the happiness you want..

    Im still doing stupid and idiotic things even when i tell myself that it wun help anything..
    but i just cant listen to myself..

    Cuz even when i dream of you..
    the sweetest dream will never do..

    Cause i miss you baby

    I still miss you baby


    Will you ever think of me at;
    8:44 PM

    Thursday, June 28, 2007

    Thursday..

    Another thursday..how many thursday do i still have?

    ok..
    today sch start at 12pm..
    Dun need to wake up early but it doesnt really do much help with having a few more hours of sleep..
    today is weird..
    the moment i woke up..
    im lost!!
    suddenly dunno what to do..
    walking up and down instead of preparing for school..

    Ok..
    i went to school..
    maths tutorial..
    get back my maths paper..
    Sigh..

    went for lab..
    graded lab..
    still manage to ans the questions..

    School ended..
    As usual, i dun feel like going home..

    Recently..
    Home = Four walls, no one around, alone, think alot, about 'then', dun feel good..
    Even if there's someone around = I just dunno how i should talk to them..

    So dun feel like going home..
    called bY..
    he's good enough accompany me and el to eat..even when he's tired..
    but i seriously dunno who to called + i dun feel like going home..
    i know he's tired..but looking at him like that make me feel tired too..

    After eating..
    i seriously dun feel like asking them go anywhere..
    so let them go home ba..
    El going to find his dad anyway..
    So i waited bY for his bus..
    the bus doesnt seem to like him..cause 23 and 15 just dun come.
    So i pei him to 27 bus stop..
    dun want to ps him cause he pei me to wait for my bus ytd at inter when his bus stop was at the opposite way..
    don't understand why he willingly to do that..think he dun wan to leave me alone ba..haha
    thanks..

    Walked back home alone from the 27 bus stop..

    Same route..
    Same person..me
    Just me..
    Feelings still there..but things are different..

    While on the way back..
    rain start to drop on my face..
    wondering how come even god want to play me..
    when i got no shelter back home..
    But i didnt care much..

    Reached home..flashback of you even when i in the lift..
    Its the same lift somemore..
    Reached home..
    As usual..ALONE..
    Dun feel like doing anything..
    online..no one around..
    Just me..
    alone...

    I dunno what to say you when you tell me that.
    I'm worry but what can i do..

    GOD DAMIT!

    *Can you please take good care of yourself!!!
    Do you know it hurts to see that..

    Ahhhhhhhhh..

    Dun cry la..it'll be ok de.


    Will you ever think of me at;
    10:06 PM

    Monday, June 25, 2007

    So after all these..
    what you want and what you left for me is only memories!!

    I dun want to live in memories..

    无情的你 不再怀念过去
    让我的爱 也一起被否定
    原来你的心中 已经有人代替

    就算全世界的人都与我为敌 我都可以不管
    因为我只在乎你
    不过你只把回忆留下

    我不知道你怎么恨得下你的心
    是因为就算没有我 还有别人能让你开心吗

    *Anyway its 'entah', not 'etah'


    Will you ever think of me at;
    10:52 PM



    Happy eh..
    Good for you..

    You've done well..


    Will you ever think of me at;
    10:24 PM

    Friday, June 22, 2007

    HaIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII..
    One big sigh..
    Hope everything will be gone with this sigh..

    Never Mind La..

    Shun Qi Zi Ran ba..

    Choice 1 : Respect her
    Choice 2 : Wait

    Just be yourself!!
    YEAH!!
    I don't believe this is me..
    WENCONG AH WENCONG..
    Where u go..Time to come back le wor..
    Everyone around you is worry about you..
    How can you be so selfish? Being emo doesnt mean you can be rude to them..

    okok..
    Juz do it!! (opps..nike used le)
    lol..

    I just wondering how much more time do you need?
    No matter what you do, don't leave me here for too long.


    Will you ever think of me at;
    11:42 PM



    No matter where i go..what i do..
    you'r always on my mind..

    I think of you when the 9pm show start..
    I think of you when im on the bus and no one is beside me..
    I think of you when i cant get the food down my throat..
    I think of you when i saw the transformer's advertisment everywhere..
    I think of you when i in my room alone..
    I think of you when i went my grandma's hse yesterday and i remember that day(17/4/07) when my cousins was making fun of me..
    I think of you when my cousin remind me of tomorrow's badminton session..
    I think of you when its my alarm clock that wake me up in the morning..
    I think of you when i remember the way you talk to me early in the morning..
    I think of you when i saw my psy's textbook on the table..
    I think of you when i look at my keychain..
    I think of you when i remember how you look at me..

    I even think of you when i look at the calender..
    07/06/07
    14/06/07
    18/06/07
    These dates!!

    Monday coming soon..
    School reopening soon..

    Time is running out..
    Time is killing me too..

    I'm afraid..
    Really afraid..

    I choose my cds and elective today..
    No one asked me about it..
    Well..maybe one..
    Doesnt matter..
    Not the fastest ba..woke up at 12+..
    Asked a few for their opinion and settled it..
    Doesnt really matter how i choose ba..

    How come i doesnt have a queer feeling toward anyone?


    Will you ever think of me at;
    9:58 PM

    Thursday, June 21, 2007

    I spend the whole day reading all the msgs you send me..
    I realize we got alot of things happened between us before..
    Sweet moments..argument..

    I just cant stand the way now..i cant..
    maybe kt is right..
    Time is all we need..
    Me and you..

    You did asked me not to rush you..
    You did know how i feel..
    I never really go see the msg i think..

    I went to see your blog too..
    Sigh..
    ............

    I met kt today..
    I really need someone to be with me and talk to me..
    kt really let me understand..

    I read your latest post while i was blogging..

    I'm really glad that you still care for me..
    you know what i scared most..'you dun care about me'
    I wun want it to happen..No way!

    I understand what you trying to tell me..
    Time..
    And about yesterday..
    I'm just worry about you when you say you'r going home cause of stomach cramp..
    And of course i miss you alot..

    anyway i just hope everything will still be the same ba..


    Will you ever think of me at;
    11:55 PM

    Wednesday, June 20, 2007

    Sometimes your words sound so hurtful..
    Do you really mean it..
    i dont understand myself..

    i wish to just dont bother about it, but in reality i can't..
    i can't give up, im not allowed to..
    i dont know where or how to start..

    M i really a big idiot like what 'she' always say i m?
    I wonder..

    well, isnt it normal to miss someone..
    especially someone that matter alot to you..

    she doesnt want to see me..
    perhaps its really what she want afterall..

    she doesnt know what she wants?..
    why is this happening to me..

    I thought its just as simple as ABC
    but i guess i was wrong..

    I'm still not over you..


    Will you ever think of me at;
    10:57 AM



    I'm hurt..
    Deeply hurt..


    Will you ever think of me at;
    10:55 AM



    There isnt anything happening afterall..
    Nothing..NOTHING!!
    All is just what i think it will be..
    Illusion maybe..
    All is just my imagination!!
    HHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..

    Just like a dream maybe..
    When you'r awake, someone will be there to knock some sense into you..
    She'll say "Time to wake up! Dun think too much..just a dream!!"
    hahahaha..


    Will you ever think of me at;
    12:59 AM

    Wednesday, June 13, 2007

    Obviously i think you know i want you to be happy..
    When you doesnt sounds happy..i'll know
    I'm not stupid you know..
    I know if i act emo too and talk to you..you wun feel good too..
    So i try and let myself to act like i don't care..
    But its not that i don't care..just that i don't want to let you feel that everyone is like that too..
    Maybe you don't trust me..Maybe you think that even if you tell me, i won't understand..
    Its alright..
    Do what you think is right ba..
    I'm tired anyway.
    As for you want say it or not..
    Of course..its up to you..
    Hehehehehehe..

    Anyway that time when we'r at the beach..
    you told me this is the first time we are at the beach..
    I'm really happy..
    but how come its always with other people..?
    I just hope we could have more time together..

    But-ter
    I enjoy the time with you..
    hope u do too..
    Forcing you is no good..i know.
    Won't do it again..
    Just want you to know im very happy when im with you..
    and i don't wish you to see me emo or the other way round..hope so..
    Hahahahahaha..

    Isn't life like that??
    Happy stuffs and sad stuffs..

    A change of blog's song for a change of feeling/?
    maybe..lol

    Woooooo..
    I sound so pro like that..
    Like what kt always say..(wa,wo jue de wo zi ji hen you mo shui leh)
    Hahahahaha..

    Anyway darling..
    Be happy ! Emo emo not good wor..
    You teach me de!!
    I want my always happily smiling darling back ok !
    hahahaha..

    Yooo..
    Tomorrow'll be a better day!!
    *Yawn..
    Tired tired le..
    Don't think so much..everyone..
    Let's go to sleep and wake up with a beautiful world ahead of us..
    lol..(i'm being krazi here)


    Will you ever think of me at;
    11:48 PM

    Sunday, June 10, 2007

    Today is only the second day..
    but i already start to feel weird..
    Everything i do make me think of you..

    I cant sleep last night and i only managed to make myself to fell asleep at 6 this morning..
    Woke up at 1pm and been staring at my com since then..
    Feeling kinda empty inside me..
    Dun feel like doing anything..
    Felt like i have been staring at my com for 10 hours..
    but its only 4pm..

    Time is really slow without you beside me..

    Yesterday..
    Went out with bk and wh..
    wh wanted to play pool..
    Seriously i dun even got a little bit of mood to do anything..let alone pool..
    So ended up..
    only the two of them play..

    After that went to bedok to sing..
    I won't go there another time..
    The place sucks, drinks sucks, equipment sucks..
    Everything sucks..
    but thats not the point..

    After singing for two hours or so..
    i felt tired..
    Basically because every song we sing make me miss you..
    so i just lie down there and rest..

    After that went to bedok interchange and take 69 home..
    The message i received from you during the walk to interchange is the only thing that could make my day..

    Tats all..
    Another day to go!


    Will you ever think of me at;
    3:54 PM



    我一直坐在咖啡厅的角落
    没有人发现我还在难过
    其实早就已经忘了怎么说
    就算再怎么舍不得
    你还是走了
    我还不想承认这事实
    怎么会变成这个样子
    没有了
    我真的什么都没有了
    就象一个废人
    回家的路上我哭了
    眼泪再一次崩溃了
    无能为力这样走着
    再也不敢骄傲奢求了
    我还能够说些什么
    我还能够做些什么
    我好希望你会听见
    因为爱你我让你走了
    我让你走了baby

    我一直坐在咖啡厅的角落
    没有人发现我还在难过
    其实早就已经忘了怎么说
    就算再怎么舍不得
    你还是走了
    我还不想承认这事实
    怎么会变成这个样子
    没有了
    我真的什么都没有了
    就象一个废人
    回家的路上我哭了
    眼泪再一次崩溃了
    无能为力这样走着
    再也不敢骄傲奢求了
    我还能够说些什么
    我还能够做些什么
    我好希望你会听见
    因为爱你我让你走了
    回家的路上我哭了
    眼泪再一次崩溃了
    无能为力这样走着
    再也不敢骄傲奢求了
    我还能够说些什么
    我还能够做些什么
    我好希望你会听见
    因为爱你我让你走了
    我让你走了baby


    Will you ever think of me at;
    2:49 PM

    Friday, June 08, 2007

    Long time never blog le..
    Darling been complaining (as usual la).
    but wonder she got read one anot..lol

    Anyway term test finalli over!!!
    Yesterday is the last paper..of course i mean ELN's student..
    Darling which belong to MIE got another paper to go..
    But they already finish it when i blogging this..

    So yesterday after my last paper..
    the same group of us went to eat at mensar..
    And dunno y..darling seems to be in high spirit..
    She even suggested to go catch a movie even when she still got a paper left..
    normally i'll ask her not to and go home to study for the last paper..
    but the selfish me remember about " three time" ..
    hai..why i always think of myself first??

    So in the end..decided that all of them come over my house first..
    cause zul need to settle something about his passport thing..
    Actually i got a little frustrated when they still discussing..
    so long and we got to stand in the middle of the bridge..like what the hell we doing there..
    whoever want to come my house, just come and whoever want to go anywhere..just go..
    So i started to give me a grumphy face..
    Sorry darling..i know i shouldnt do that..
    forgive me k..

    So all of us slacked at my place..
    (as usual)
    Pc belong to Mr Goh kuanteng
    Ps2 belong to Mr Neo bengyong and Mr Ong engliang
    So the
    bed belong to darling and me

    Since the three guys got their own entertainment
    So darling and me entertain ourselves with some lame stuffs (don't say here ba)
    hehehehe..
    After that we went to Tm and meet zul after he settle his stuffs.
    Kt went home first, think he went home to study for his paper..
    Its alright ba..he always been a cold blanket..hahahaha..(joking joking..dun take it to heart)

    My stomach was getting kinda weird when we at Tm and i think i was acting kinda strange..
    hehehe..sorry leh..
    So the rest of the guys ended up in the arcade and darling want to find wang li hong's album so i accompany her to MJ and look for it..
    and she asked me a stupid question.

    *Looking for it and came across one of his old album
    Me: I don't think he got release any new album lately ba.
    Darling: Huh? How come he never release any album lately?
    Me: .......
    Me: How m i suppose to know why he never release his album lately?
    Darling: hehehehe..ya hor..
    Me: (Stupid question) hahahahaha..

    So after that meet up with the rest of the group and got ourselves the ticket for oceans thirteen and some drinks and went in for the movie..

    Hmmmmm..

    Things happened inside the cinema..
    I really feel happy ..
    really happy..
    I really like the way things going now..
    I just hope things don't change anymore.

    Anyway show was ok ba..
    since i never watch oceans eleven and oceans twelve before + i wasnt paying attention to the show anyway..lol
    so after the movie..have our dinner at s-11 and after the meal..
    darling was acting weird too so i asked and she told me she having gastric pain..
    but she was feeling better after awhile..
    *darling..next time if this kind of thing happened again..tell me straight away and dun wait for me to asked k..i worry

    So after sending them up the bus..
    i went home ALONE!!!
    oh my..
    5 of us went out and 4 took the same bus..
    left me alone..
    Hahahahahaha..
    First time leh..but nvm..
    got time for me to think about stuffs..and to be alone..

    Reach home..
    slack awhile and went to sleep after talking on the phone with darling for awhile..

    Since i haven been blogging recently..
    Lets talk about wednesday..
    stay back after school after my stupid day which got two paper in one day..
    Damn unhappy about this..
    so many things to remember and i believe that bY,el and me screwed up the first paper..

    So after both of our papers..
    we went to eat with darling they all and stay back at our usual place to study for MCT..
    which is my last paper..
    But after studying for only like half and hour or something around there..
    they wanted to leave..
    but darling still want to study cause she don't understand this subject very well so i stay and accompany her lo..
    And the rest of the group went back.
    Darling was studying and i was tired so i slack and starting to disturb her..
    hehehehe..
    but she wasnt really concentrating too..
    she got bored with the books too and do something really lame..



    *Ta-da! Her art piece on my arm!!

    I think she was enjoying herself so i never stop her..haha
    silly gal..
    And she even took a pic of it

    We fooled around for a while and i manage to steal some pics from darling's phone..
    Let me show u guys..



    *I found this pic in my phone..it was taken when i was eating with kt at itas and both of us agreed that the orange shirt gal look like darling..
    Darling, dun u agreed?? haha..only that she is taller then you!! hehe..



    *Taken on last day when "we" were still T23..so nostalgic



    *Nerdy me!! haha..



    *darling and me!! Hehehe..



    *My darling!! So cute!

    darling going to malaysia tml!!
    haiis..
    of course i hope her to have fun
    but i really miss her alot..

    Anyway tats all..
    byebye


    Will you ever think of me at;
    5:35 PM

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