I miss those memories. Will you come back to me?

Thursday, June 28, 2007

Thursday..

Another thursday..how many thursday do i still have?

ok..
today sch start at 12pm..
Dun need to wake up early but it doesnt really do much help with having a few more hours of sleep..
today is weird..
the moment i woke up..
im lost!!
suddenly dunno what to do..
walking up and down instead of preparing for school..

Ok..
i went to school..
maths tutorial..
get back my maths paper..
Sigh..

went for lab..
graded lab..
still manage to ans the questions..

School ended..
As usual, i dun feel like going home..

Recently..
Home = Four walls, no one around, alone, think alot, about 'then', dun feel good..
Even if there's someone around = I just dunno how i should talk to them..

So dun feel like going home..
called bY..
he's good enough accompany me and el to eat..even when he's tired..
but i seriously dunno who to called + i dun feel like going home..
i know he's tired..but looking at him like that make me feel tired too..

After eating..
i seriously dun feel like asking them go anywhere..
so let them go home ba..
El going to find his dad anyway..
So i waited bY for his bus..
the bus doesnt seem to like him..cause 23 and 15 just dun come.
So i pei him to 27 bus stop..
dun want to ps him cause he pei me to wait for my bus ytd at inter when his bus stop was at the opposite way..
don't understand why he willingly to do that..think he dun wan to leave me alone ba..haha
thanks..

Walked back home alone from the 27 bus stop..

Same route..
Same person..me
Just me..
Feelings still there..but things are different..

While on the way back..
rain start to drop on my face..
wondering how come even god want to play me..
when i got no shelter back home..
But i didnt care much..

Reached home..flashback of you even when i in the lift..
Its the same lift somemore..
Reached home..
As usual..ALONE..
Dun feel like doing anything..
online..no one around..
Just me..
alone...

I dunno what to say you when you tell me that.
I'm worry but what can i do..

GOD DAMIT!

*Can you please take good care of yourself!!!
Do you know it hurts to see that..

Ahhhhhhhhh..

Dun cry la..it'll be ok de.

Will you ever think of me at;
10:06 PM