I miss those memories. Will you come back to me?

Friday, August 31, 2007

Ok.
Right now, im mugging for my last paper, ICAPP.
Stupid icapp, i used to feel confident for icapp
but since things happened, i dun even feel like studying.
I feel like im an asshole cause im always pushing the blame to other things and someone else instead of myself.
Blaming how come things changed to how it was now?
Pushing the blame to others, always think that it was other people's fault.
Im sucha bastard!

Minutes ago,
i was just flipping over my book and tutorial questions.
To my surprise,
i saw those scribbling you drawn on my book.
I guess i really haven been studying cause im really surprised to see that.
Those scribbling, they used to mean nothing to me.
But its a different case now.
Afterall, ......

I don't deny that those scribbling make me miss you,
miss you more and more.
Come to think of it, one more week and its gonna be the third month.
Three months passed since that day.
Just cant forget it. 那些片段.

Read your blog as usual,
always waiting for you to blog something about your life, i just want to know.
I no longer know whether you are really happy about your life anot anymore,
I no longer know.

Oh
few more hours before im freed from stupid examination.
but icapp still here. = (

One more thing,
I addressed Tan kahying as ying jie jie in my previous post was mainly because she called me cong didi first.
Im only younger then you one month plus OK? =D

When are you coming back to me? When?

Will you ever think of me at;
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