I miss those memories. Will you come back to me?

Friday, September 28, 2007

Being Positive?
Since the day you first know me, when did i ever not being positive?
That one year of time,
my life is only happiness and joy
well maybe Anger. if you could still remember.
but there are no sadness or negative side of me.

So when did all theses stuffs got onto me?
The day i gave my heart to you?
No!
Cause that two weeks of time, i was really happy
really happy
The day you asked me to leave everything behind and move on?
Well, i guess so.

You
The one and only person that could take the positive side of me away is asking me not to be so negative
For god sake, can everything in me just back to normal?

Being happy with the life you having now,
you could simply tell me that thats how everything is now.
so funny

Don't you feel anything by telling me that?
Should i really doubt that you got no feelings.

How i wish i could be just like him.
Giving up the gal that i cant get and go on with the next one.
Living his life happily like fark!

Why not be like him right?
But im just not him!! God damit.
Just cant do that.

这是我第一次有这种感觉
现在头好痛好累好累
逼自己拖着疲累的身躯和你说话已经到极限了
累到连当我在写这些时，
想流下的眼泪都流不出来了。

Will you ever think of me at;
3:48 AM