I miss those memories. Will you come back to me?

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Looking at your msn's personal message,
my head start thinking "you ever wonder how many scars and scratches i got on my heart?" =D

When i saw the way you so happy that im going to blog cause you got new things to read.
I cant stop myself but to think
Well, maybe vic was right afterall.

"你只需要放开你的心，别一直往后走。是你的，就是你的，不是你的，怎么样逼都不会幸福的。开心点，我依然是你的朋友，不开心时，我还是会借你我的耳朵。放手吧！这样你就会得到幸福的。"

对不起！我还是哭了。

Im glad you never fail any subjects.
Gpa dropped alittle but never mind de la.
Can get back de ok.

You offered to help me for my supp.
I appreciated that,
but i don't think "he" will be that willing.
Maybe im thinking selfishly.
Well, i just don't wish to bother them.
You told me you will be there.

If its in the past,
i could be really happy that my darling will be so nice.
Remember that time when u guys came down to school to help with my maths supp?
Even though you guys didnt help much and we still went for movie after that, but i still very happy. Real happy.
But now, please tell me that i will be able to study with you infront of me.
With you surely playing around with them infront of me.
I don't dare to think about that.
I don't dare.

I realized till now, till this moment.
I still cant let you be pissed at me.
I still have to give in to you.
Maybe after all these, I really haven changed a bit.

I know you want to help me,
but you only making me feel more weak infront of you.
You should know this more clearly then anyone else,
i told you before.

Friends? Yes, we are friends.
Not that close only ma.
I haven even really say much, you asked me to change topic.
What are you so afraid of? haha.

You still remember about our ice skating outing ar?
Hahaha
You know i feel like i could fly up to the sky at that moment,
you r always so stick to me at that time.
You used to be so innocent, not to say you r complicated now.
but i really miss those days.
Maybe i took you for granted last time, thats why i miss those days now.
Those days that you always find me, we are always together
Those Days.

When you mention malaysia,
you know what i think of.
I cant help it, its way too sweet.
I need not say more,
those msgs, its still with me.
Always with me.

你说的每一句话我都有认真在听
储存在我的心上怎么可能把它遗忘
后来故事变得怎样我希望我们的手依然不放
我所有的悲伤习惯有你陪伴
怎舍得再重返孤单

答应你我不会离去
我们只是短暂的分离
我会在附近紧握着回忆
陪着你前进

因为我相信只要我相信
就会有奇迹

你说的我都体谅
我的秘密锁在你眼眶

过去一个人偶尔叹息
也曾想过要放弃
如今不为自己也要为了你笑着让梦延续

Will you ever think of me at;
12:25 AM