I miss those memories. Will you come back to me?

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Went to school yesterday for Icapp's remedial.
Was alone. Didnt expect xinyi never attend.
But saw weixiang and christina.
Didnt talk much then, must pay attention ma.
After the remedial, accompany chris to go photocopy some stuffs then i realized i need to photocopy the maths remedial stuffs too cause i never attend.
But chris's notes is way too luan liao so in the end never photocopy.
I'm so stressed for my maths.
The maths supp is coming real soon and i don't even know anything.
STRESS!!

Walked weixiang and chris to the bus stop.
Then on my way home, felt abit lonely. Wondering is there a need for my existence?
Well, maybe im abit too exaggerating.
Just a depression feeling out of nowhere.
Wasnt in a very good mood.

Don't feel like going home too.
Home is making me more and more frustrating nowadays.
Rather spend my time outside then home even if i got nowhere to go.
So i pass by my house, wondering where to go.
Decided to go tm so walked there.
I seem to like walking alot recently. =D
haha

Reached the place.
Walked around with no destination.
Had my lunch at yoshinoya.
Then i realized the date is 18th.
18th of sep.
Time really flies eh.
Make my way to NTUC after lunch.
Thinking of how you intro me the type of mushroom soup you like that time,
i got myself a can of mushroom soup. haha =D
I didnt know why i brought it too.
Say im silly? I guess so too.

Everything is so similar, just like that day.
Not knowing where to go anymore.
Went home.
Straight to bed when i reached home.
Rather spend my time in dreams then having to face someone.

以下是我想对你说的话：

你说我装犹豫像傻瓜吗？
好怀念你那时的样子真可爱
只希望现在你也能对我说，那么我也会好开心

我什么都不怕只要有你在
即使你不在我身边

好希望
快乐的时候能和你闹闹
难过的时候能和你抱抱

认真的时候你千万不要来吵哦！
哈哈哈
*写这些时，总觉得都是些幻想而已
不过我也只是想让你知道而已

要我答应你的那条件吗？
要我放弃对你的一切希望是吧
傻瓜
我知道你只想让我开心一点
老实说刚开始看到时并不是那么开心哦
不过我知道你的用心就好啦呵呵呵

即使从前不管你要我答应你什么
我都会因为怕你这位大小姐生气而答应
说到这里反正从前无论什么事我都一定输你嘛
因为你知道我的弱点哈哈哈哈 =D
不过！！
这次我真的不能答应你哦

我知道如果我继续像之前一样这样对你
我们的关系一定不能像从前一样
我已经尽量的压抑自己只希望让我们的关系变回从前一样
并不要求什么只希望你能感受到

那时和你聊天时
有一刻有一种像以前我们说话的感觉
好久没有这种感觉
真的好开心
我就说嘛只有你才能让我好开心
er.. 这样说会不会有一点恶心呀？
哎呀不管了呵呵呵呵

不过还真的满高兴的
当你说知道我对你很好
不管你说的是不是真的
我就是好骗嘛有什么办法呢
不过应该是真的吧哈哈哈

只想让你知道我最疼的还是你
不要连让我疼你的机会都没有哦

说真的现在的一切都还不是我想要的
有时候一个人的我想到你还是会难过
不过一步一步慢慢来吧
我还是会很想你的哦

等等
我说了这么多

"你"到底知不知道我在说谁啊
"你"应该知道吧
别吓我哦 =D

Will you ever think of me at;
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