I miss those memories. Will you come back to me?

Friday, September 28, 2007

You don't sound like you understand the words from me.
but what can i do?
I explained more, i just get back a "whatever" from you.
So you really think that im alright even if you talk to me no more.
You really think so eh?!!!

I just don't know what to reply when in my heart i know you'r finding someone else.
You don't understand don't you.
What differences does it make? That person won't be me anyway.

"Should happen, could happen, don't matter. You got plenty of time to think about all that later"

I got these words in my mind always.

But still, my head hurts.

I don't even realized since when the pain i got in my heart been transfered to my head.

Having frequency headaches recently
since the supp paper.

Slept at 12 last night and i woke up at 5 this morning.
It was like "what? I woke up at 5 ?!"
Been having headaches since then.
And my house went blackout at 8.30 cause of some repair works is going on somewhere in my block.
What am i supposed to do with no electricity?
Anyway power was back at 4+ and finally something for me to do.

"u purposely dun wan tok to me derhs izzit"
What i got from you.

Do you know my head is gonna blow when you talk to me.
You don't know eh. Not unless i tell you right.
No longer the sensitive gal u used to be.
No use telling you that anyway.
Got to spend my time explaining things to you
Don't you see,
till this very moment,
I m still trying to act like nothing really happened infront of you.
Trying my very best.

I always got so many to blog about whenever we talked.
Afterall, you mean alot to me but its just one sided.

Will someone have fever if stayed in an air-conditioned room all day long?

I thought the temperature will dropped.

Will you ever think of me at;
2:13 AM