I miss those memories. Will you come back to me?

Thursday, December 06, 2007

Don't know how should i be feeling about her the past few days.

Don't know what im trying to do telling her all that.

She told me things bothering her.
Glad? Upset?

Was glad that she decided to do that.
But i know she wasnt that determined afterall.
Well, i cant control it.
Its her heart.
Its how she felt about him.
I cant cross the border.

I was wondering.
She felt anything towards me?
Or she knew that i will always be there.

She totally ignored what i say to her other then that.
Acting blur? Don't feel like answering?
Isnt it a bit too late for that?
Well,
if she doesnt want to say anything.
No one can forced her. No one.
Especially not me.

Just to be the person whenever she need someone.
Am i trying to act holy here?
I aint that good.

The things she say to him.
Don't say something when you don't mean it.
That'll only result in more pressure in between.

I don't know.

To be frank, i won't be happy if you are with him.
but i won't be happy too if you are not cause i know you won't be happy that way.

So what should i do?

07 december 2007

Six months. Half a year.
Half a year ago, i was really happy compared to now.
I think i really haf changed.
The person is different now. In some ways.

Time really flies.
I realized that time and the things and people around you doesnt wait.

Will you ever think of me at;
11:07 PM