Monday, November 26, 2007

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do
I'll wait for you

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do
I'll wait for you

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do
I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

Will you ever think of me at;
4:36 AM

Monday, November 19, 2007

Well well
Im finally back here for some update!
=D

First of all
I saw this somewhere while surfing the net and this is like one of the result about me.

"Your relationships are not all exclusive -- sometimes, like it or not, you have to share the people you love in life. You should have plenty of confidence in the value you bring to your closest friends. Do not worry that someone's new friend or partner could change that personal connection. If you get too possessive about your relationship, you send a message that the assurance you need is more important that the other person's independence. It's a clear power play, and it won't be well-received."

How true! I think im getting too possessive bout relationship but i just don't know how to ensure that the person know the assurance i need is more important then her independence.
If i could know all this before you ever leave me. How nice it would be!


Anyway where should i start leh?
Seriously there is so much to say but i just don't know how to start.
Lets start from last week ba.

Last tues 6/11/07
Stupid xinyi called me to help her photocopy her cktcs textbook. That muddle-headed gal. Still haven get her book after so long.
So i help her to photocopy after school and meet her near my house cause she wanted to go my house to do some research for don't know what.
But in the end, she didnt do any research at all.
Diao!!
I was doing my homework for orgcom and she just played her friendster and doing a new blog for herself. with some uncondition help from me of course! Haha =D

Wednesday 7/11/07
Went for HT lesson and haf a change of classroom due to old one was locked for whatever reason it was.
Everyone group haf to think of a ad and draw out for whatever organisation we can think of and our group decided on zoo!
I do the drawing mainly and i even took a pic of it.
Wanted to post it out de but due to blogger got some maintence problem so cant post therefore i suppose this post will be God damn wordy! =D
Haha.
I will post the pic up once blogger allow me to do so

Thursday 8/11/07
What there to say? Deepavali which was a holiday just happened to let me sleep thru the day.
And ya, u got it!
I spend the whole deepavali sleeping.
Haha =p
I know i sleep like a pig but thats me! =D

Friday 9/11/07
Gosh! I forgotten about what i did for this day.

Saturday 10/11/07
Feeling boring the moment i woke up so was trying to find someone out to pei me de.
But
Great minds think alike!!
Hao send me a msg before i can think of who to find.
Bk was located by some miracles somehow and after some discussion.
Kbox time!!
Whooooo!
I love it! LoL. Its time for my awesome voice! LoL
Frank joined us too after meeting up the two of them.
Yeah! The more the merrier!
But we wasted some of our precious time due to the fact that we having some trouble deciding where to haf our singing session.
Nevertheless,
ended up in toa payoh somehow and singing session started!
Haf lots of fun with these sec sch mates of mine. LoL =D
Snatching tibits and snatching of mics. haha
I was holding on it all along. =p
Bk was unlucky that he haf to ask the person to refill our tibits for us but when the tibits was here, it was all snatched by the three of us and he get nothing!!
LoL =D
Thats life man! Get used to it! haha
When our time was nearly up,
all of us was so high that we jumping all over the room like insane!
LoL =D
Well,
We did sang some emo songs too.
And that particular song that i will think of you again.
I tot maybe if i went high. maybe. just maybe 痛觉会少一点
=D

But we still haf our fun. Laughing like mad.
Oh before i forgot.
Guys, remember the room opposition of us.
Whatever happened inside was damn hilarious and all of us was fighting to see it.
LoL =D

After that,
Went back to tampines to eat as frank and bk was meeting angeline.
Went back, haf our dinner, talked abit.
And we saw botak, craps a little too and i did prank him here and there a little.
Guys, u all shld know ba. shhhh keep it a secret. LoL =D
Angeline came after quite some time. So long didnt see her le.
Pei her go haf her dinner and i think she got some problems too ba.
Well, take care!
Went slack around after that and hao went home first.
In the end, all went home and frank and i was talking about ourselves after so long.
It was really long since both of us talked about ourselves.
We used to talk alot when we just knew each other during sec 2 if im not wrong.
Sounds so gay-ish but whatever.
Anyway was home at around 5am. Totally worned out.
Bed straight!

Sunday 11/11/07
Whole day pei mr zhou playing chess! LoL =D

Monday 12/11/07
Excited!!
Of course i wasnt excited about school. Thats for sure. LoL =D
School was as per usual.
After school went home straight and prepared myself.
What m i preparing for?
Miss joyjoy's birthday celebration!!
Finally!
Let me recall, i didnt celebrate her birthday last year.
So this year should do the job.

Dinner at Chijmes - Hogs Breath Cafe! (Did i get the name correct? Well, it shldnt be far from it =p )
As mention earlier on, blogger was having some problems so pics will be provided at a later time. Look forward to it but it can be found at those ppl's blog if you want.
Those people =

Kahying(SCB or SCM) *its her birthday for god sake
Ling jie jie *it was the first time for me to see that she edited some of the pics instead of just stealing the pics and post it up. =D
Vier *im not that bad to use the name they think of you so i just stick with "vier" ba =D
puibabe *How will he miss to post his most dearest birthday celebration?

After dinner was camwhoring time!
As usual photos was taken from all sort of places and all sort of angles.
And we caused one cam to no batt and another to nearly.
That was shocking wasnt it?
Another day that tire me out.

Tuesday 13/11/07
Went home for a nap after school.
Woke up at 8 plus and went hao's house to take some stuffs.
Saw his mum and i was like always so shy like that. LoL =D
Slacked at his house for awhile and home.

Wednesday 14/11/07
After orgcom lesson
asked engliang to pei me go apply LOA for my BTT.
Abit don't know what is required and all that due to the fact that it was the first time i was applying for it.
As much as you guys can guess, i was quite the guai kia in school. LoL =D
But i wasnt depending on the LOA too much as i didnt follow the rule that LOA need to be done one week before the actual date.
After that, parted with engliang as he went to meet zul.
Called vier and he was home so i went to library to find qr and gang.
Meet them and slacked abit here and there.
Xinyi came not long after.
Slacked abit more after they went for their cds.
Meet up with aaron, alvina and jason for our proposal before going for our cds.
Cds lesson was kinda boring as we need to do our project liao.
Diao!
during the lesson,
Qr suddenly mention something.
regarding you, well, not much about you but it haf something to do with you.
I would rather she didnt mention but the fact that she did.
I wondered how she get to know that piece of information.
Hmmm =@

Well, wasnt much before lesson ended and we went our seperate ways.
I walk aaron and alvina to the bus stop with jason and went back school to meet bK to pass him the forms for iguides.
Meet him and he was going to the library to do some research for his project.
Something to do with ISO.
So i pei him and help him to find some useful information. Was wondering how come other people's project research always seems so easier to find? LoL =D
Didnt want to go home after that so pei him talk a little at my house void deck.
But ended up we chatted till 11plus.
=p

Thursday 15/11/07
Didnt went school so meet up with hao and yihming at our school bus stop.
Then meet with bK to passed him the form cause i forgot to pass to him after the chat last night.
Diao!
Then the three of us went to tm for our lunch and walk walk around be4 we went to haf our BTT.
Oh
while we walk around tm, we saw tammi.
Well, don't need much of introduction.
Gosh! Its the first time i saw her in person.
I must say she really is above my average or maybe mine wasnt that high in the first place. hehe =p
Anyway her complexion was really good and she was like so white.
Well basically i just think she was really sweet looking and thats bout it.

Hao was the first to notice her.
Hahaha. I must say hao still is good at spotting chio bu leh. LoL =D

Slacked for awhile more and off we went to cdc.
Reached there and haf our etrial.
It was my first time taking and i wasnt that sure what to do.
As i input which was SUPPOSING to be my ic number. It was incorrect!
Scared the shit outta me.
Lucky it was due to the fact that i forgot that i haf change the password when i booked the test.
So much just for the password!
Well, did the etrial and i flunked it. LoL =D

After that, we still haf some time left before the actual BTT so hao and me pei yihming to eat in the canteen of cdc and i did some revision.
And we was talking about the difference between gals taking driving lessons to guys cause we saw a gal returning from her driving lesson with her instructor.
Well, so much for driving. Haha =D

Haf our BTT after that and first time i pay so much attention to a test.
Just doesnt want to waste money taking it again. thats all in my mind.
Well, i did passed.
Take the date for FTT and went to haf our dinner.
Received a call straight after the test from mdm cheng, my course organiser.
She was calling regarding the LOA and it turned out that i was right. It didnt get approved. Well, she explained to me and i understand and she asked me to approach the teacher-in-charge as i got a quiz that day.
Also promised me that she will send a email to the teacher-in-charge if needed.
Asked me for my results last sem and told me many stuffs.
Quite friendly i must say.
I wasnt that friendly when it come to teacher and student relationship but she was ok. LoL =D
Yihming went off first and so i went to hao's house to slack again! LoL =D
Was showing him the blog of my friends and telling him stories about them and he did the same too.
That wasnt common for him to do so but he did. LoL =D
Home after that.

Friday 16/11/07
School was as per normal.
Friday which mean infrastructure which mean i will see that particular guy that pissed me off once again.
I wondered will he ever stop?
Anyway after school, went outside school for lunch with bY and el
and was hearing el complaining about our cktcs teacher of a misunderstanding between the teacher him and quek.
Guess no one feel that good when being misunderstood by others.

After eating went to find ling jie and gang.
Ling jie asked me to go shop around CNN.
So i meet them and went to library to sleep for a few hours cause they need to do their project.
After that, CNN day!!
It was hot and stuffy i must say with all those people squeezing around.
Eat lots of junk food and we also won lots of dolls.
LoL =D
like free de.
I got myself a bear and dog (vier got himself the same dog too. Does that symobl our friendship?) LoL =D
Slacked at level 1 as everyone was kinda tired.
Played card games with them for awhile and went home.
Prepared for iguides camp and went bK house to meet him.
After that,
Meet up with bK's friends - weide, andy and chun an.
Actually i know them too, just that wasnt that familiar.
But they actually are very friendly and fun.
We was late and so we missed the first game.
Was eating with those main comms and was boring so we went to jam and hop.
Kao! Security was damn tight that night.
Chun an called tien tien to bring us in but think she couldnt help much too so we give it a miss.
And we went walking around the school looking at others running around. the amazing race. LoL =D

Andy played a song from his phone and the four of them was dancing around with it.
They came up with a dance themselves. Hao li hai.
LoL =D
Was really hilarious when i saw them dancing.
bK taught me the dance too and now i know it. LoL =D
what a fun bunch!
After that was waiting for the rest of the iguides to be back.
We was sitting at the side and out of nowhere, chun an played his songs and all of us
was singing. LoL =D
But as more and more groups returned, we were still singing.
So many was looking at us with their face like "huh, who are them?" hahaha
Didnt feel ps at all lo.
So fun!
Even alan, the president of iguides joked with us.
Say he want our signature and give him a few minutes to get the mic ready and let us perform for everyone.
LoL =D

And so we finally get to know our group.
I was in the same group with bk.
Tarvos A!!
And i saw bengyong. he was in tarvos B but sama sama la.
Also in tarvos ma! =D
Know a few in my group the first night.

That night we also need to think up of what to cook for dinner the following day with just 30 bucks.
I didnt particpate much cause i didnt really know what to suggest sia. LoL =D
So i was back crapping with bK, yongzhi and zhi yan.
LoL =D
Bathing time after that.
Everyone went to the sports complex lo.
Bet they didnt know design school got shower room too but it was small.
So bK and me went that and it was completely quiet.
Not even a single soul could be found and only like the two of us. =D
but the water there was FREEZING COLD!!
I was shouting and complaining to bK even if he did warned me that it was cold water before we went there. LoL =D
After bathing,
Sleeping time.
Omg!
It was at TCC foyer and it sucks to the max man.
Like an oven and full of mosquitos.
Well, but we somehow survive from the constant mosquitos bites and the desert-like heat. =D

Woke up at 6.30 the next morning.
Totally blur. LoL =D
only a few hours of sleep.
Games and breakfast was first to come.
Nevertheless, Cheers!! More and more cheers!! LoL =D
Fun!
Oh plus a really boring talk in the middle of the day.
but there was this designing of pattern for a white t shirt thingy.
And it was quite interesting.
I think our group did a good job.
But i didnt take a pic for it. i should find someone who did later on.
Well, we also looked at other groups design and it was also good.
Mocca ad was also part of it with " The Engine school is over there! "
LoL =D
Lunch after that and some practice of our cheers again!
There was this friendship dance and it was fun. We guys was joking in the toilet that this was the best game as we hold all the gals hand in our group. LoL =D
And we also learn the iguides dance.
I was paired up with a gal named rebecca from the group Demio A. she was quite shy in the first place but after that was better. LoL
After the iguides dance, they also dance the tp mass dance and chicky dance.
LoL. i didnt know that de lo so i just go along with it looking at others and was turning rebecca here and there. LoL
I bet she will turned and run away the next time she saw me in school ba. LoL =D
Was really really tired after that. LoL
Rest? No! More games after that.
Games was fun but some just CMI.
There was this biting apple game. haha
Everyone haf to turn five round on the spot that make u giddy and totally no sense of direction and still haf to bite an apple out of a pail of water without touching the apple. LoL
Before i get my chance. I saw this gal (dunno is a sub comm or main com or just a FA)
she was laughing off when looking at one of grp member trying so hard for the apple and i was saying her. LoL =D
As for me, i was trying my best lo but it was difficult and last resort was to stick my whole head in the water just to get a bite.
Hair was totally drenched but fun. LoL =D
Candy nearly dropped her contact lens in the water lo and the everyone was saying that hendra ate her contact instead of the apple due to he was right after candy.
Lol =D

More games after that but im lazy to type all la.
After that was dinner time.
I was totally worned out.
Didnt help much.
Was talking with zhi yan and sleeping beside.
dinner was Maggi! LoL =D
Nothing to complain much, everyone was somewhat the same.
Shared with yongzhi and i cant say it was nice but thats camp la.
LoL =D
After that more games.
our groups lost one and was punished by them sprashing water on us.
hahaha. Fun getting all soaked.
I was still alright but zhi yan and joey was well, much worse.
LoL =D
Another was a game that we need to get blindfolded and walked over a path with many bottles and chairs as obstacle.
And another group member need to walk from other end of the path blindfolded as well but he/she need to bite a spoon with peanut butter and feed the person walking toward them. LoL =D
Candy feed me and well, lucky for me..she didnt missed too much time. hahaha

The rest of the games didnt haf to be mention much. Haha
After that was some group games and after was a mass debriefing.
Lots of questions was asked and also some of them was complaining and giving feedbacks of all the parts during the camp.
Some was really good feedbacks which i agreed too.
Well, after that wei de and chun an was giving us hand signals from far asking us whether want to go home anot.
haha.
bK and i was so worned out and so we agreed.
I already intend to go home before they asked us. LoL
Yongzhi was there begging me not to go. haha. funny guy.
After the debrief, went up to the class to get our belonging and we got this goodbye song that is sang by the group whenever someone is going off.
So the FA told the group that bK and me was going off.
But instead of the goodbye song, they sang the pai seh song !! haha
as you can guess, they just changed the goodbye part ot pai seh. LoL =D

So went off with wei de, chun an and bK
Was damn lazy to walk and so take the shun feng cab of wei de and save me from walking the pathway down to my house. haha
Not even one minute in the cab lo. LoL
Back home.
Was msg-ing with zhi yan and hao and reading other ppl's blog for awhile and suddenly went off to dreamland. LoL =D
Woke up at 4+
Hao was asking me to go out for tml.
Should i go? lots of quiz.
Lets see ba. Hahaha.

Woah! This few weeks was really busy! LoL =D
Thats it ba.
Will update more if im not that lazy!
=D


看到营里有一对非常要好的朋友
我不知道他们两个是不是一对的
不过看到他们两个就让我想起 year 1的我们
真的好像

这首歌就想是我想对你说的

我还是很想你！

Will you ever think of me at;
3:09 AM

Friday, November 09, 2007

Wanted to blog de but the time is 6.50 am in the morning leh.
School starting at 8.
Didnt slept a wink last night.

Xin qing bu hao!!
DARN!

Update later ba.
*Sigh =(

Will you ever think of me at;
6:50 AM

Thursday, November 01, 2007

Thursday always a boring day!
A whole day at school with lectures and labs.
Sigh
Lectures was boring enough
but it was fun suan-ing the loner forever gal - Christina!
LoL =D

bY was acting krazi during the advanced electronics lab.
haha =D
he seems like eat wrong medicine or something.
Keep joke around with me. Krazi fellow! =D

Back home!

"You always have a choice, its just a matter of the consequences."
Thats what i say. Don't you agree?

Eunice told me she like it.
=D

I too have a choice but im just not sure whether im able to bear the consequences.

How come you say that?
M i just so weak in your eyes? Or izzit just a joke from you?

应该可以不用再去想 你眼里是不是只有他？
我想其实你真的不知道
我被绑在友情和爱情之间真的很难

I don't want to become this way
是什么作祟？ 为什么会流泪？
原来是心痛不断责备
或许我该懂得体谅和后退
单方面的爱情怎样才对？

Will you ever think of me at;
10:53 PM