I miss those memories. Will you come back to me?

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Out of a sudden
I felt like im losing my friends.
Friends that i haf left.

I just give them a glum face whenever i feel like it.
This is not right and unfair. I know.
But i don't know how to stop.
I can stop myself from saying anything but i cant give a happy face when im not.

They say im sensitive.
I am.
She told me the same.

Sensitive?
Wondering.
Izzit a good thing or a bad thing.
Being sensitive is good at times. But sometimes i hate myself from being sensitive.
Am i over sensitive?

I'll make something happened due to me being over sensitive when nothing is happening in the first place.

I cant take the risk of losing anyone and anything.
Towards friends and you. Both sides.

I know im going to hurt someone and even myself if this continue.
So in order to protect myself and others i care about,
Should i just take it easy and live my life depends mainly on my personal views.

Did i let myself haf the glum face or did i depend too much on your views and therefore the glum face?

I don't want to suffer. I don't want you to suffer.
I don't want anyone around me to suffer because of me.
I am myself. Someone of low profile.

Gonna do some reflection.
I must know how to seperate my feelings at different time.
Its a must must!!

Will you ever think of me at;
6:51 PM